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Monday, December 27, 2010

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KAU HANCUR KAN AKU DENGAN SIKAP MU .
TAK SADARKAH KAU TELAH MENYAKITI KU .
RELA HATI INI DISAKITKAN MU .
CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU .

cinta ingin membunuh ku , d'masiv .
its a really nice song . i knw . its malay song . so what ?
i dnt giv a damn -.-
there's a part they said that ,

BAGAIMANA CARANYA UNTUK .
MERUNTUHKAN , KERASNYA HATIMU ,
KU SEDARI , KU TAK SEMPURNA .
KU TAK SEPERTI , YG KAU INGINKAN ,.

sometimes when i think bout this song , again and again .
i think this song was kinda related to me .
you knw .

LAST NIGHT .
my friends used to say to me that ,

"kau jangan selalu start satu conversation dgn dia. biar dia yg start dulu"

sampai sekarang benda tu ada dalam kepala aku .
then semalam , aku igt aku nak ubah dia . aku nak dia yg start conversation
untuk malam semalam pulak .
so , aku terpaksa tunggu dia hantar msg lah kan ?
so . yeah . nk dkt pukul 12 , dia tak hantar satu msg pun ,
well , i give up .
aku yg terpaksa start dulu .
kay fine lah kan ? kau menang .
then aku bagi satu msg ni .
"baby ."
dia tak blas . aku tunggu dia punya msg . dia tak blas .
12.30 still tak dpt .
then , baru dpt satu msg dia .
"baby , sory , lambat . I TENGAH TGK TV . i bwat sillent mode tadi . sory eh baby ? "
try korang baca post yg dulu .
try look at my sent items .
tak pernah ada niat nk marah dia pun .
bt then semalam i tak marah dia pun . i just tegur and kate .
" why so lambat baby ? you knw i wait for your text from tadi kan ? "
he said .
" yeah , yeah i knw but , i kan buat silent mode , yg BABY NAK MARAH NI APASAL ? "
i was like . what the hell is wrong with you ?
then i said .
"listen here , I TAK MARAH PUN . I JUST NAK TEGUR JE KAN ?"
him .
"the way you reply my text just now . i knw you mad at me kan ?
me .
"yes . im TOTALLY CRAP mad at you . WHO DONT ?! i wait for your text from 11 and you just reply it 12.30 ?! dont you think that im suppose to mad at you ! "
him .
"i dah kata kan phone i in silent mode . YOU THE ONE WHO STILL DONT GET IT !."
me .
"OH ME ?! ME ?! you saja nak start gaduh kan ? if you still going on like this aiman , you gonna
be in BIG trouble . "
him .
"DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? "

and when that part start . i was like .

" what is goin on with you ?
your change sayang . your change . i love you so much .
and this is what you repay me ?
by fitnah i ?! by tipu i ?!
why are you doing this to me . what did i do ?
tell me . whyy ?"

and my teardrops start to mengaliir , mengalir , and mengalir .
he just dont understand .

and knw what he did next ?
he did not reply my text at all .
i wait for his text until ..

now .



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